Oct 18, 2010

Give Us Egypt

"They have continually abandoned me and followed other gods."

God's words to Samuel have been prodding my heart these last few weeks as I contemplate all the ways I abandon Him.

The Israelites were unsatisfied with their heaven-sent arrangement. Unlike the neighboring nations, they had no king… only a judge in Samuel. As Samuel grew old and they imagined what their future might be under the leadership of Samuel's "greedy" sons who "perverted justice," they essentially said, "That's enough of this nonsense; we'll have option B now, thank-you-very-much." And they asked Samuel for a king "like all the other nations have."

Samuel is frustrated with them, but nonetheless he goes to God with their request and the Lord says, "Do everything they say to you, for it is me they are rejecting, not you. They don't want me to be their king any longer. Ever since I brought them from Egypt, they have continually abandoned me and followed other gods."

Do you see that? God is saddened by the fact that his people abandon him, choosing other gods over him. They are imagining a future -- not a current reality -- where Samuel's evil sons will rule unjustly, and they are choosing not to trust God for future provision, preferring instead to take matters into their own hands to ensure their well-being.

They're building safety nets and backup plans.

I am not so different. I have lots of lesser gods… but like the Israelites, the one I worship most frequently is simply named security. No matter how faithful God has been in my past, I grope in the darkness of my future, trying to construct some vague semblance of a plan to protect myself and those I love.

In the temple of security, I call my idols names like "responsibility" and "planning ahead." They sound less devious that way.

But what it really boils down to is a matter of trust. I am saying to God, "That's enough of this nonsense; I'll take Option B now, thank-you-very-much." I abandon him by refusing to accept his peace and his comfort in present uncertainty; by refusing to trust in his promise of provision. I ignore him as He sadly shakes his head and warns me about the consequences of taking my life back into my hands; as he warns me "about the way a king will reign over me." I trade my freedom in him for bondage to my fears.

God references Egypt in this passage… They have been abandoning him "ever since [he] brought them out of Egypt."

I flipped back a few books to Exodus to re-read the story of the Israelites journey out of Egypt. Here's a quick overview…

Chapter 14: God parts the Red Sea and saves the Israelites.
Chapter 15: The Israelites sing a "Song of Deliverance" and praise God for all sorts of wonderful things… for his power, and his strength, and for his unfailing love.
Chapter 16: The Israelites were hungry in the desert, and the very people who praised God for "guiding them to their sacred home" in Chapter 15 start moaning and groaning in Chapter 16: "If only the Lord had killed us back in Egypt! There we sat around pots filled with meat and ate all the bread we wanted. But now you have brought us into this wilderness to starve us all to death."

What?!

Where are their songs of praise and deliverance? Where is their faith in God's goodness and protection? He's just parted the Red Sea!!! Being the ever-optimistic-in-the-human-spirit kind of person that I am, I immediately assumed that if the Red Sea was already such a distant memory, they must have been hungry for a really long time, wandering in that awful desert. But the Exodus story tells us their moaning and groaning came one month after leaving Egypt!

So when talking to Samuel, this is what God identifies as the beginning of their abandonment of him… his deliverance of them from Egypt.

We're like that, aren't we?

We sometimes long for the comfort of our bondage… The predictability of our chains. Give us a taste of freedom and it scares us. It doesn't feel safe. It doesn't feel predictable. Give us Egypt. Give us a King.

Just whatever you do, don't give us a wild, untamed God. A God whose passionate love for us means He isn't content for us to sit in our shackles, but whose paths of redemption sometimes sweep us out of the predictable and safe prisons where we're willing to settle down into wild, uncharted territory… Territory where He can show us the places in our hearts where we do not trust and where we abandon him for other gods. Territory where we are forced to rely only on him and learn to rest in the shadows of his wings.

He's calling us out... will we go?  Or will we say, "Give us Egypt. Give us a King."

-----

Exodus 16:3 and 1 Samuel 8:1-9

11 comments:

Tara Anderson said...

The timing of this post is perfect! Last night I was wrestling in prayer over this very thing! Andrew and I desire to be "radical" Christians, but we also feel the need to plan ahead and make wise financial decisions. With 4 children to put through college...one of whom will need ongoing medical/dental care...what is the balance? Obviously good stewardship is necessary, but as you stated we can't turn financial security into an idol. I'm being reminded (again!) that my idea of "enough" needs to be redefined according to God's standards...and I'm afraid that's going to be an ongoing lesson in this battle of the flesh!

Stefanie said...

JUST read this passage this morning! Like you, my mind cries out when I hear how ungrateful, how fear-filled, how disobedient the Israelites sound. But I am so, SO like them. WAY too often.
I was listening to a podcast of JR Vassar this weekend and his words stung so... he said that if, in our decision making, we are seeking to answer any question other than "What is in Jesus' heart for our lives?" then we are living disobedient lives.
OUCH!
Thank you for sharing, Carrie. You have such a beautiful way of sharing His words :)

Chris and Jane said...

Great insight, Carrie!

Mrs. Okra said...

needed that...thanks

Waiting For Bella said...

Carrie,
You have no idea what timing this post is for me. Unbelievable really!! Thank you for posting it and for the rumbling it stirred up in my spirit. Several times over the last month or so, while dealing with certain situations, I have heard God whisper to me "Do you trust me? Do you trust me enough to believe I will take care of you in the worst storms?? Do you trust my love for you to be that true and perfect??" This is just confirmation that He is indeed calling me to be completely dependent upon Him and leave the safety nets behind!

Thanks again for sharing.....it was dead on in my corner of cyber space!!

The Raudenbush Family said...

Such amazing insight, Carrie. Thanks for posting this. I want to stew over it some.

natali said...

i can't believe how good He is in giving me this tonight. i really needed it. i'm becoming panicky in the last few days (thought that feeling was already behind me) in moving to africa in three months for a year. it's way out of my comfort zone, but i know i have to push these panicky thoughts aside and trust Him. even as wild and untamed as my next year may be, i am going.

The Ferrill's said...

Tears.
Thank you Carrie for BRINGING IT home to me this morning. There are two words the Lord wants me to live out....TRUST and THANKFULNESS.
I've got that song by Sara Groves running through my head "Painting pictures of Egypt..."
Why do we love Egypt so much? You nailed it....SECURITY. Security in the very things that can never secure our eternal destiny.

Learning Together at Home said...

Thanks Carrie. This is the theme song that God has been singing throughout my days as of late. I appreciate the way you were able to express it. Off to ponder it some more.

prahlad said...

Work For Advertising Company at www.visionjobcare.com

Join one of the best Advertising Company of India. We pay you for your hard work. 100% Payment Assurance. Its a copy-paste work. Unlimited Monthly income.
For more details: E-mail us at support.visionjob@gmail.com Website: http://www.visionjobcare.com/XXX.html

Jenna said...

Carrie-

I so resonate with this too right now! (Amazing how God works in our lives in often parallel ways- it's like a little gift he doesn't have to give us, but he does!)

Anyway, just got finished reading the book "The Land Between", and it's ALL about the Israelites and their desert wanderings, and the theme of the books is how we can turn TO God during difficult transitions or we can become bitter complainers. And, in the face of all the changes facing our family (and in spite of the fact I KNOW it's God's plan for us and that HE is more than enough to carry us - me- through) I find myself fearful and longing for my "Egypt"- the place I know. The place I am comfortable.

BUT....God wants to take us to the promised land! A land flowing with milk and honey, and we drag our feet and complain that we want our Egypt back. How easy it is to wonder what the heck the stupid Israelites were thinking in doubting God, when we do the EXACT same thing.

When I was convicted of this while reading the story over again, I stuck a sign up next to my computer (and will be taking it with me to China), and it says simply this: "You were NOT better off in Egypt."

It's a simple but powerful reminder to me. And, your post continues to reinforce what God is working on in me!

LinkWithin

Related Posts with Thumbnails